I want a fucking girlfriend

So fucking badly.

I want to do all the cute things couples do. I want to give her my jacket when she's shivering. I want to hold her in my arms and make her smile. I want to send her cute "good morning" texts.

I want to call her for no reason, just to see how she's doing. I want to kiss her cheek and make her blush. I want to hold her hand in public and laugh with her. I want to be the one that makes her entire day better. Not to brag or talk myself up, but I know I'd be a fucking amazing boyfriend. I'm good at making people laugh. I'm good listener. I give good hugs. I'm willing to put up with (almost) anyting.

Is it really that fucking hard to view me in that light?

I guess. I'm just forever alone.